Saturday, December 22, 2012

Pride, Money, Thoughtfulness & Gratitude

I've been unemployed for a while and have no real source of income.  My consulting and volunteering doesn't produce any finances, the pay is purely the internal satisfaction of sharing and giving back to my community.  I am grateful to the people who I love and have in my life, for all the support they give me.  I value all the financial help from key folks.   Not to mention, my volunteering takes me away from my son and he is being graciously taken care of. He is safe and sound, having a blast and it's not costing me anything, it's truly a blessing.

This being said, it is still an enormous challenge for me to have to ask for and accept financial assistance. It's truly quite agitating so having to do it is not something I enjoy in the least.   It might just be my ego but that doesn't change the feeling. Just last night I made a request for gas money, I was given the cash to fill up my car with gas and then today when I opened up my mail I received a very thoughtful greeting card with a check addressed to me with enough for three visits to the pump.

I am humbled and forever indebted to all the amazingly divine spirits who live in my heart, and thankfully walk this amazing Earth.

Thank you!

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Respectfully & Sincerely yours,


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